Joce

HI I AM BACK
I'm real, not Ama (from the previous post) Thee is really back.
Ron Ng is so FRIGGING hot. Hahah Ronnie :D i can't breathe properly know Seriously, hee.
(Everyone watch "On the first beat" or any of those police shows with him in there, leaves you breathless EVERY TIME!)

Wooo, last MCQ papers to go and we're done. As Nat says; just shade 40 / 80 rectangles and we're done!
Hello world, Goodbye O's.

I'm determined to make full use of my time, i wanna lead a meaningful life. Hahah Sometimes i dont' know wassup with me, but recently i've had sudden urges and all, and now i just feel like giving back to society.
I shall find means and ways to do so. After i stare at Ron Ng.

Show just started again. 
 
(I'm back)
This afternoon i had a craving for iamoxymoron, but not anymore. i don't know why?!
Anw, just to have a closure for this post just in case it feels funny, Ron Ng is a HK (yes go ahead and laugh your heads off, everyone's into K and i'm into HK) Must be my roots (hee).
Anw, i shall not be hooked; after i watch E.U. (the 3rd police series). i promise, just ONE! and i'm gone.

Ps. i doubt i'll be back anytime soon, but if i do, then i'll catch you if i can.
And you have lived your past 16 years (or so) in vain if you do not know who's Gong Yoo, Ron Ng or Ninja Assassin! (k i realised that's like the only few peeps i know by name. But they're more than enough)

REALLY BIG SHOCKER READERS!
iamoxymoron.livejournal is back. It's a Saturday morning@ 0835 and i had a sudden urge to head to livejournal.com to post an entry!
No idea what made me do it, but i even validated my email address. Now i can finally reply people's comments (I can right?) and add people as friends (?) hahah, i'm actually not too sure what i can or cannot do.

Anw, life's been a ride on a F1 car (bad analogy), but yep days of my lives have actually just brushed past me and went ahead. I haven't really had time to slowly digest what i've been doing or whatever. However, even so, i've actually been enjoying these hmmm, months? Even though exams eat me alive and i'm sure it does that to everyone too. Yet it brings out some discipline in yourself. Hahah, and then, IT'S GONE.
Have been hanging out with friends lots, rather than spending every single day shopping or walking down orchard road etc. It's a different kinda exams are over. Which is great btw!

Life's been stealing my time i guess. Hahah, when days were busy, you could hardly have a decent meal with your friends let alone your fam. But now! You get to spend the whole frigging day with your friends and then go home for dinner with your fam, way/no way (F.R.I.E.N.D.S joke, of which i think no one will know what i'm talking about.) Anw, Siren's (or Ninesome) which ever way you wanna call us; prac starts on Sunday. Hopefully debut will be great and fun, we're gonna make it work k! And our dreams; we will work towards it. Chemistry eh!

Triangle Friends (Cher and Nad) were over that day too, and it was heartwarming to still be able to talk even though stupid cher kept asking how's life when she really does see me everyday? hahah. Watched 27Dresses after a super long AND ARDOUS time we had with Akira and Iciban. (DVD Players) The movie will run, with background music playing, BUT NO WORDS! We couldn't hear anyone speak and even if we did, they'd be VERY soft. So we tried Hairspray (Same problem!). Played F.R.I.E.N.D.S since it could work, and then decided to try Iciban.
And it worked! so after a really long time, we watched 27Dresses.
A trend when they come over, it's either war with cockroaches (seriously, Nad's a cockroach heroine) or War with DVD Players. Hahah, friends stick by you through thick and thin, true enough yo.

Didnt actually want this post to be an update on my life, hahah cos considering the last time i posted was what 2 months etc how would i be able to type it all our, also taking into consideration that i type an excessive load of words each time. Hahah, but yes you get the picture on life. Happiness is a warm gun yep, cherish those happy times. YES SYF TREAT TODAY! Heeeheee.

Monday screams results ): I'm really hoping just to scrap a pass, i know i didnt study early enough, but i did try. And resolutions to start notes, hahaha before prelims (which apparently is in 10 weeks!!!!) and then i'll be ready for Prelims and ace O's.
I'm a girl with big dreams! Who am i to kid man.

All right, now that i've satisfied my craving for a post on iamoxymoron (OH FORGOT, OXYMORON appeared in our english compre paper! It's too sad that it didn't come out for vocab, if not we all would have gotten that mark yeah!) So i've gotta get back to Dance Night's proposal. and Fiesta preps (22nd May!) We can do it everyone, i'm sure we can! Hang in there esp. X-Girls! Prayer helps all the time and faith in yourself.
Danbers; we had better have a meeting soon. (k not like they'll see this)

Pod's playing the Across the Universe OSTs, makes me feel so serene. Hahah. "Take this broken wings and learn to fly"

All right, till the next craving, i'll catch you soon!

Love, Joce

Hi my Fervent readers of iamoxymoron.livejournal.com!
I had to check out the meaning & spelling of fervent just to make sure it was right (heee!) Anw. Hahah.
My iamoxymoron is moulding ): and my posts have been getting less and less regular. I miss my iamoxymoron, it was my everday hangout. But not it's my every-2-weeks-hangout. Whatever happened to "I will post everyday!". I guess i just chucked it aside and sacrificed it )': So sad it's happening to me.
I shall attempt to at least, post every week!.

All right, here's how i'm gonna make it out to you guys! hahah. i shall whip out my diary (which has like stuff that happened on days at the side) and do it short & sharp. hahaha, in point form. This is quite fun. All right, beware. If you do not have time, you should not be bloghopping. So you have to have at least, say 10min to spare to read this. Don't say i didn't warn you.
Here it goes...

19th Jan- Dance auditions. Jr's were really rude (dont' think i can't remember man, it's stuck in my head forevaaaa) This new batch of Sec1's, better know what's R.E.S.P.E.C.T. oh well, they were really bad to me. I was reduced to tears.
"Okay, let's practice the drop yep, 5,6,..." as i caringly said to the group of auditionees i was in-charge of. A rather tall and stark girl muttered under her breath," How many times do you want to make us do it?" I was not sure if i did hear the right words so i clarified asking, "sorry what did you say?", and denying whatever she just said, she replied, "Oh, Nothing."
(All right, so it might not have been what she said exactly, but yep that's what the new generation is capable of i'm telling you. Beware of you jrs) I sucked it up till i couldn't anymore. I'm over it, retribution hit her hard- she didn't get in : /

20th Jan- I had Syf with Zaki. I can't remember how many 8's, but probably a large amount of 8's to swarm into the brain. Gotta work for what you want. So ALL THE WAY CELESTIAL! Homework side says- Buy curve ruler. HAHAHHA.

21st Jan- Missed lessons :D cos of the MOU Signing which CHIJ SEC hosted! We were on frigging TV guys. Okay so not all of us were on k, just exaggerating. But i was the usherer. 15 of us did duty in our nice prim council uniforms. Had lots of hot tea to drink & curry puffs to eat. Had an insight of how it all went. Trust me, they were chaotic before the filming of the signing began man! Serious. Okay guys they can sue me for this can they?!?! Hahah. Whatever.
Anw, they were fighting over who was the signature bearer. Can you believe it?! it's a filming of them signing a memorandum, AND 3 MINS BEFORE THE GOHs COME, THEY FIGHT OVER WHO'S SIGNING IT. Sigh :O
It was quite fun to watch all the action going on though.

23rd Jan- CNY Celebrations guys! Happy Niu Year! (Luckily we're still within the 15 days!)
4 Houses put up really enjoyable skits this year! Those who missed it, missed out so much man. I'll put some pictures l8ter.
Went out with Ama, Cher, Nad, Euge, Jo after Celebrations & all, ate walked around, listening to the way Cher described clothings is so excrutiating (wow, big words today. Hahaa). "This is so cute." "Oh, So cute", "Wow, cute!"
Oh my holy cow, how can you ever describe clothing to be CUTE?!
Hahah, anw, when we told her to stop using, cute. She used EXCITING. %#^($&#^ Seriously. hahah.
Met Mars Cars after that to walk talk and shop. hahah. When we walk & talk we dont shop btw. We can't multi-task with those 3 things at hand. We will just walk past shops in the end.
Anw, headed down to the Bugis Street yo, got red stuff for da CNY (auspicious colour!) Crowded. Packed like sardines.
Took 130 (Hahaha MLS, see how detailed and wonderful my memory is.)

   
  


24-26th Jan- Time well spent over @ Malaysia man. Dad decided to drive down this year to da Malacca relatives' place to spend Reunion dinner & CNY too. So headed down, experienced jam in the morning on the way there. Sun shone so bright i thought i would die in the car. (NOT EXAGGERATING AT ALL!) Reached there at 4-ish. Lepaked around. hahaha, and i think my Aunty cooked dinner (can't remember : /)
Went out to the Malacca streets to have Brekkie in the morning. Rode back home, just in time for lunch. HAHAHAH. Loong's trademark- eating. Played mahjong i think. can't remember what i did. whatever it was, it was relaxing!
Reunion dinner!. Chatted. Sat around, played mahjong (GONGG MAN! WOOO) helped out in da kitchen. etc etc.
12am- the frigging whole streeet set firecrackers la. Okay not the whole, only those richies. Apparently just one string of firecrackers cost quite a bomb just to be fired up and gone within minutes. So my aunty suggested playing the CNY music that had the sound of firecrackers! (what a joker! haha) Happy CNY Eveeryone.
Headed home on Chu-yi's late afternoon, to da land of S'pore. No jam. Ride back was as if we were in F1. Dad & Bro's speedometer freaked me out. 140 going on 150 was a scary speed to be constant at. Count your blessings that I AM ALIVE! Anw, ride back was way better than going there.

27th Jan- Spent it around S'pore visting. Got home to study. what a way to round of the CNY Hols. Haha. funny ar.

28th Jan- School's cool. TESTS EVERYWHERE. Chem today.\
29th Jan- Lit today. Totally blacked out while doing it. Couldn't remember wth Mayella said on the stand.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELDEE CHING TSI-WEN! 16's the coming of age for entry to watch Valkyrie! (HAHAH heck, i still wanna watch it la, though not yet da 'big' 16.) Anw, Love you mello.

Bet all of you are bored out of your wits, i just like typing. So just let me k. We have reached the end of our long and ardous journey. Today is the 30th. Woooo. We have arrived at our destination. So i shall continue k.

School's cool basically. Teachers went of to Self-Awareness camp, so we had like "free periods" etc. Anw, we're into the IFAG mood, so no one takes classes seriously already. Chinese period was playtime. So fun! After school was a great big rush to the CNB for Danceworks briefing with mars cars (standing in for Voltage's members) didn't listen much cos we were very late.
walked to chinatown with marscars, ange, chels & jiaher. ate at macs. Marscars and i continued to venture. hahah. dropped of @ Cityhall. Walked to National Library. Had our fun @ being nerds, and very deep peeopleee. Spent time exploring english lit/ historical/ biography books & hmm, hahha historical/ classic movies.
Trust me, it is fun. you have to have GA (quoted my Marscars) aka. GK. Hahah. So hurry people, GK don't drop from trees, gotta read/hear/see to have it. So start working. Hahah. kidding kidding.

I am mad, i just typed out a whole week's worth of posts.

I am a curious george now. How do people actually work so hard, not knowing if they even are gonna do it or not?
this is a question of how much do you believe. So am i right to say that, if i say i believe, it will actualize?
yet doing too much might wreck everything. So how now, will i ever know how much to give, and when to stop?

Deep. So deep. Too deep for me to answer.
I shall leave it to God to decide.

Mark my words; watch out for Voltage! Vantage! & Celestial. (-;
Be shakened.

A round of applause for those who lasted to the end. Love you all very muchos.
Love, Joce.

Hi my Favourite readers of iamoxymoron.livejournal.com
It's me again, after a long long while. Therefore, i'm out of touch.
Anw, it's a sunday today, going into the 3rd week of January 2009.
Time passes so fast man, 3rd week already. Cny is a coming, but i haven't got any Cny clothing. I dont' exactly feel like going to buy them, i don't know why.
I'm currently feeling very sluggish. Don't wanna use the "T" word, cos you need to psyche yourself up, but not saying it.
Personally, i feel self-hypnosis works for me. Serious.

Anw, Life's been life, kinda of a routine for now. Nothing exciting as happened. We need some surprises in life to spice it up a little man. I dont' mind like a, erm, snowstorm? Hahah. I wanted to say fire, or earthquake, but i decided against it, since it'll mean that i'm cursing our Earth. I dont' want THAT kinda of stuff happening. Snow would be fun though.

I'm starting to post less, and type less each time i post. That's very sad, but yep my presence will always be here.
I'm into making personal quizzes to quiz peeps on how well they know me.
So i've came up with a few little questions, no polling involved (since i seriously dont' know how to work these stuff) so just answer them to make yourself feel happy & proud that you know me well / not so well. Haha :D
(warning: difficulty increases as you move on yep)

Q1: Am i a tea or coffee person?
Q2: Prefers Black or white?
Q3: Smiles with teeth or without?
Q4: Will you SMS or Call me?
Q5: Am i a Monday or Saturday Person?

(No prizes for guessing, cos they are too easy! heeehee!)

I have fun all the time in Neoprints booth, Tell you more l8ter.
Love, Joce

 

Hi Friends of Iamoxymoron (!)
This is an overload of pictures of cute boy for the night man. Anw, he's so cute. Eh, i can't really call him my friend, but yep, let's just call it that for now. He doesn't really recognize me anymore, but it's fine. I've got photos of him (Cheeko smile :D)
Anw, it was a really dancey day today man. Woke up just in time for brekkie with thy parents @ whampoa. Where i got this greyish dress. Whatup with me man, shopping @ a market. (oh well, sometimes you've gotta buy from places no one ever goes, becos that's how you get to be different!- what a great tip man!) Okay not the point. After which passed by Tpy to pick my Fav Ballet Girls, and off to Siglap we went.

Ballet went kinda of well i guess, considering we haven't been doing Ballet for very long. I realised Ms Ho kept saying, "good", "well done" "Good" etc. hahah did you guys realise that too? Anw, that was ballet. Rushed off to school with them again for SYF prac. Guys, i think i'm gonna suggest to get an SUV to be able to fit like ALL you friends of mine. It was so squeezy today (not for me but my dearest friends) Anw, It was quite entertaining to hear how Su can't seem to take her stockings of the Mr.Bean way).

Hiked up the "Mount Everest" which was actually really only 6 floors high. To the dance studio.
Had SYF prac. blocking and everything with Thy Zaki. hahah.
I am sad. Becos of him. hahah. wait dont' jump into conclusions first, listen to what i have to say man.
He's catching up with age a little, so his knees are hurting, and Ange & i felt very heartpain. Serious! As in, i dont know why, he suddenly seemed very brittle, weak, lonely, cold, alone, in pain. hahaha. okay dont' ask me how those feelings came about all just cos of him holding his knee and grimacing. (i've vivid imagination). Anw, Ange & i was discussing how he should have had a son/daughter to take after him. So name the son like- Baki, Laki, Taki, Vaki, Raki, Naki (So on and so forth) and daughter like- Saki? Funny right? Hahaha just dont' name anyone, faki. So crude man.

Even though it was tiring and a bit sad that we didn't manage to finish what he planned to, i was really happy when we were tight. k, story time again. There's this new part (some clapping thing la) that we couldn't get cos it was really fast. And when he left. we took the time to practice it. And when we ran it with music for the 1st time on our own, we DID IT. And then everyone was happy, we like clapped and hmm screamed? i think MLS hugged Arielle (think only). And that blissful sight was really so Celestial (heee, i've got great humour dont' i!) All the way Celestial (name of our dance). We can do it by Thursday, hearts and minds together yo.

Went to KFC for "dinner" and the making of CCA Orientation gifts with SYF girls.
Left when dad reached tpy. Took dinner with thy father & brother.
Back home now, gotta go learn how to do the collation of evaluation results , and learn excel : O
News flash: THY BROTHER IS GETTING A DRUM SET (big major smile!). Yay. This calls for a celebration. however, it will be noisier. And it's like how the melodian thingy is not noisy enough (it's only noisy cos he doesn't have notes. So he's just like, playing the tune with like mistakes thing, so it's rather disturbing to the ear).

Recent hearings too: My friends read my iamoxymoron to check their timetable (the angelic ange). My friends read it to learn that greek sandals are actually spelled this way instead of grid sandals (the Romantic Ruhui). And so on and so forth.
I taught them bout the literary device- oxymoron too! I'm such an educational figure man.

All right, that's enough of words from me today. i bet you guys are wondering wassup with me.
I type fast okay, that's why i post so long posts.

See you when i do my Fav readers, remember iamoxymoron will always be here to brighten your day up.
Catch you guys l8ter.

Love, Joce.

Hi Readers of da iamoxymoron!
I have decided to start off with a photo this time, so it's more pleasing to the eyes. It's been a joy to be able to serve you guys some form of entertainment (?) or like, a joy when you read my iamoxymoron. Makes me feel really happy when i hear of that. Heee. Anw, TGIF is too commonly used. i shall change it to IFAG. Easier to pronounce as a word too! Kill 2 birds with 1 stone man. (yi ju liang de)

Friday (yesterday) was a happy day! To a certain extent again!.
Morning run was fruitful today, cos we managed to do 8 rounds together at the same pace again. I tell you, the other CCAs jealous they're not in dance is it? Whole day making fun of us okay! We do rounds by increasing as each Morning run session. So our very first- we started at 4 rounds! (the CCAs/Friends Laughed at us.)
Michelle Lee: " Eh, Dancers running 4 rounds again?!"
Tai Zi: " Eh, how many rounds do the dancers run ar?" (Note: in a very, questioning tone)
Hahaha, they all deserve to die man. By April (PFT) we will totally own PFT la. Sit ups, sit & reach, 2.4km, shuttle run. The rest cannot guarantee for though. Anw, conclusion: stop laughing @ us man.
Did some other drills eg. squats, jumping jacks, crunches etc and had to rush for morning assembly!

School was cool (notice: cool doesn't always mean cool in my context, it's a livelier word for "all right/okay")
It was a Humans day (as in humanities). Seeing Ms Wong wasn't very cool though.

3 frigging periods, with the lady who doesnt shave, doesn't wanna visit her old students who most likely won't be doing too well as predicted by the teachers (cos she was from another school, she just came in this year), always crosses her arms. She is rather anal in a way. I don't really enjoy her lessons much. Anw, double Lit was a traumatic experience for my ears. her voice is ringing in my head, I shall sing the "Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer!" to her one day. Okay not funny at all.

Assembly in hall today. They passed down the red cross flag day tin for donation, but cos most didn't have their wallets, so we didnt' donate much la. But the flag day stickers were on hot demand man. Pasted everywhere around everyone. Crazy peeps who sat beside and behind of me. Argh, i was trying to sleep, but nooo, they paste on my ear and my belt. Sigh.

Changed the seating arrangement today (as in the table arrangement only, Monday will be the start of a new arrangement!).
MLS- For all the times you have not treasured me, this is retribution ): Vice versa anw.
Sigh, hate XXX forever.

Dance self-prac was G-R-E-A-T. i think. Tiring but worth the energy. Havne't nailed blockings but at least cleaner than we were before. Go Guys, all the way! don't give up now! Gold with Honours yep :D

Had a 'Ninesome' dinner with 6 of us at Pastamania. Went to POP to get stuff. Took 31 to Church. walked a SUPER long route to church all thanks to my dearest friend, theresa.syn.something. mei. (can't remember her Chinese name la)
Reached church, played the entangle yourselves game. Okay anw, peeps with sweaty palms please go do something to it man. (hahah kidding, just making some noise in here only). Watched some Videos stuff & had like discussions with food (Cat Class teacher fed us well man). Highlight of da night: My cool pencil case (Who MLS & NNSM- please be proud of it too!). Totally showing it off man. Not forgetting the coolio colour crayon thing. OH well. Sometimes you just gotta share the joy with friends all right.
Hitched a ride home from Jacq, whose dog is a noisy one.

My 1st week @ School has been eventful & hmmm, fast-paced.
To all peeps who need some words of wisdom: Don't give up guys. We might be tired of this routine life, but what can we do yep?
So, we might as well get through it happily & not be unhappy at all. So Give me a great big smile now (i mean it) and chant to yourself, Go ________ (insert your own name there). Hahahah, okay do it if you wanna, it helps!

Spreading my love to all iamoxymoron.livejournal readers, catch a break this weekend.
Love you all THIS much.

Hi Friends of iamoxymoron.
I'm back again. Thy mother is cleaning up the house so i shan't go into my room just yet. I haven't mentioned that my toilets are gonna be renovated (actually already in the process of it), so the toilet next to my room is, under renovation now. My goodness, it's kinda of dusty, as in the dust keeps flying all over. I come home to a dusty table and a sandy floor. Luckily thy mother clears the dust everyday so it's not that bad plus it's gonna stop by CNY! So i'll just bear with it for now.

On to school life. School was cooler today. Hmm, kinda of cleared things up a little. Voiced our opinions in a short meeting during recess, to me at least, it's better now. We're learning at least. Definitely not the greatest batch of all but at least we're growing from Day 1 to now, trying time after time to improve. Slowly, steadily, inching our way in to make a difference. Push on guys, X-Women! Hopefully they won't ever give up on us. I really learnt a lot from them (have to be frank bout it) & i dont want to ever make them give up on us/feel unappreciated.

Anw, last few days with MLS (haha!) as a seating partner has it's up's and down's. Hahah, we totally showed attitude to XXX (haha don't try, it doesn't represent the name, it's just a code) cos XXX was being such an anal person today. My goodness. Hahah, didn't answer XXX properly when XXX asked us a question. And it was really very funny (:
Chem was horrible though. I didn't get some energy change thing (OKAY NOT DIDN'T GET, I WAS CONFUSED OKAY!) and Mrs. Selvam was just going on while i was trying to figure out my confusion. And my dearest MLS just had to make me feel stupid. We fought. So now we're on a cold war. I seriously dont' care bout it though. (HAHAH! Relax la guys, i'm just joking. Ps. that was to scare you Nutto the Farto!) We're fine. It was a very Mathy day today though. the Doubles after recess was too much too handle.
Note to Mr.Teh Keng Seng (sp?): Even though i'm really really proud of you that you're from IJ! Please phrase your probability questions properly. the Stupid question bout the working bulbs was very badly phrased, i suggest you take a look at it please. Thank you very much. (Heeee.)

L8ter in the day. Ended early, went to backgate to get lunch. Came back to eat. Went from Self-prac dance in the hall.
2nd Note: Our radio has finally been fixed, the one on the trolley! It's working now, & they made the volume really loud.
Anw, learnt the steps but haven't familiarised with it & the blockings haven't sunk in deep enough yet. (Tmrw i shall work harder)
Dance schedule's kinda of out like the days & choreographers coming in which days have more or less been confirmed. That's a point to give a smiley face to! :D

Danbers meeting was good & fruitful. Settled stuff and etc. We're on a roll!

All right,, i think i know what to say bout my life. It's having moodswings. If you realised, my feelings fluctuate(sp?) quite a bit. Maybe in a way it's good? Even though i get sad/angry/all the negative feelings quite easily & quickly, but i also get over things rather fast & happy all of a sudden again. or in this case, a day l8ter. Which is, good. Becos it means i don't bear grudges! Plus point to add to your list guys!

It's so fun to always end posts with photos. So lively. And it brightens up your night sky!

Check this out guys! (Okay ignore the date, it's not a 2003 photo!, it was a promenade photo!)
Check out all the constipated faces (except Nat's whose face is blocked by Nutto Farto)
We were very crazy that day & wanted to get a dao face (dao was the in thing THEN.) Anw, we took like 12 photos? To attempt to get the dao face in place, but we didn't do it properly in the end, could still see the slight smile.
Here's one of the attempts. and it's the funniest.
We kept laughing. Miss Junction 168 times with you guys! )':

All right, gotta run again haven't started work & there's bio test tmrw!
Hope thy mother's done with cleaning.
See you readers of iamoxymoron soon.

Love, Joce.

Hi Friends of Joce!
It's been 6 days since i last updated (according to Livejournal.com) Really very sad ):  i miss my livejournal a lot. Hahah, Z asked me bout my lj & i suddenly remembered that i haven't been posting. School has had lots of Ups & Downs.
Actually i don't really know where to start. Serious.

Up's!
- Orientation 2009 was good (and it's been acknowledge by parents in the evaluation forms k!)
 The campfire wasn't that good (since this year's batch a lil bit different : //// Haha), but all in all still enjoyable & the kids enjoyed     themselves (as stated in the evaluation form too all right!)
- Lessons have been rather enjoyable, in fact still coping all right for now : / hahah, and the new teachers (okay not all are new) are quite all right too! Self-awareness Camp coming up (Ange wants Class Socks! Hahaha, Literally laugh out loud LOL la) And maybe class cap/ bottle/ jacket/ jersey/ bag. Etc. Hahah!
- School canteen update- THERE'S A YONG TAU FOO STALL IN OUR SCHOOL. GOT TRAYS ALL LA. Wow. Impressive man. Hahah, just tried it today. Not too bad i must say :D
- My Thing is ending :D
- The "Joce-Saving-$$$-Scheme" is actually on a roll man, it's working & not too bad man. It's Thursday tmrw & i still have say 2/3 of my pocket money still. (in the olden days ar, thursday- i'm broke ALREADY!)
- I have good friends. Hahah, i count my blessings everyday guys (you better too!)

Down's: (BEWARE, WHAT I'M GOING TO TYPE MIGHT BE APPALLING! & Something that you might not understand)
- Empty Talk    %#^(&$(^#*&^(%#^
- Meeting
- Deadlines
- Horrible word usage
- Changing of Class room arrangements.
- 24H in a day
- Chinese results coming out. Soon.
- Zaki angry.
- don't know new SYF steps
- Danceworks registration might be soon, & auditions not held yet.
- CCA Orientation.
- Council Stuff.
- Council
- Council.
- Council.
- Forms to be collected.
- AAR (bet you think i'm speaking Greek)
- Which reminds me: greek sandals not ordered yet.
- Falling asleep in class.
- History teacher doesn't shave.
- Far Zi Zum. ( inside joke )
- i have no time for life.
- I have no "Spend-time-with-friends" time.
- T's (code word) dont' understand how students feel.
- T's dont' care about how we feel (Seriously, go suck balls la)
- We're on the verge of going on a strike.
- My ipod earphones are spoilt.
- Dance T's being a pain in the hole. 

All in all, the Down's have been really down. And the Up's have been rather up.

I'm feeling kinda of confused as to whether or not they just choose not to see our efforts/ notice how much we give. Or is it a reverse psychology thing that they're trying to do- like work us more, and push us further than our limits.
Becos, it's bad when you cry over these kinda of things. But when it gets to the point where i don't even feel like crying, instead just laugh it off and have that (give up/ dont' care) attitude in your mind- that's worse.

Definition of "empty talk": You just wasted my time listening to you talk rubbish. (Agree?!)
Do they need to be so harsh and tactless with their words? I dont' give a shit if you are busy, cos so are we. Please think bout how we feel. 7 of us work so hard together, & just 2 words can just spoil things you know that.
2 words right back @ you; Fish you.
To the 7: We can do it, better than they think we can. So don't give up. X-Girls. All the way.

Dance hasn't been all that good too but it's not that bad. So I shall just add a smiley :D Becos as much as i feel frustrated/ useless, i still believe we can too (Must be positive!)

At the end of the day, what pushes me to keep going on is knowing that i have my friends @ my back. (Cheesy line) But it's true. The aims pasted on the wardrobe will continue motivating me too. And i know that when i go to school everyday, there's at least that enjoyable 7.45am-2.10pm with the class. Lessons might not necessarily be easy to get through with, but at least the peeps understand / teachers there kinda of do too. and i have fun. & God too yep.

I don't know when the next time i'm gonna get to post again, but i hope i'd still be like in the mood to type.
But i'm gonna stay positive & stick with my "never-say-die" attitude becos that's who Joce is. (You'll start to notice i motivate myself by talking to myself- like that! Haha!)

Love all you readers of iamoxymoron.livejournal.com man, at least you guys 'listen'
Gotta go bathe & get started with work etc. Life's becoming a routine for me. Tell you all another day.

Love, Joce.

Last Look!

Gong Yoo.
Suddenly remembered the Cute Coffee Prince Couple. And i thought of HIM! (if you look closer the magazine reads, "sexiest man alive!"
Okay Gotta run now. Hahaha.

Hi readers (again!) Heee.
Suddenly felt happy cos i finally got things done. yes i'm attempting to get rid of the procrastinating habit.
But you take away the 'H' you still have 'abit'. You take away the 'A' you still have 'bit'. You take away the 'B' you still have 'IT!'
HEE, that's the old saying.
Oh, as i was saying. Our Learning Journey business is clearing up & all that's left to be done, is for school to start, cos we need to meet the peeps. So MarsK & I are safe, we managed to clear things! Ven, MarsK & I are also safe, since we're done with the International Class' PSL sessions! Woooooo. On a roll baby.
Anw, I also managed to type out the Dance Notice for dancers thing! (woooooo!)

Okay main reason for the 2nd post. issssss that my new 2009 timetable is O.U.T. And it's :DDDDD Good.
That's a sign that 2009's gonna be good. Hahaha anw,  go to 4E4. (the best class ever!) 
Every day's quite nicely planned out. EXCEPT FOR THURSDAY.
Since we've got double Math back to back. And AMath Last period = extra lessons after school ends )':

http://www.chijsectoapayoh.moe.edu.sg/main/time%20table%202009/html%20by%20class/form_030.html

PS. This is so exciting. I can already hear IJ girls in my head, in the canteen, before assembly!. Heeeeheeee.

Love, Joce.

Hi readers of iamoxymoron!
it's 2009, so Happy New Year to everyone!
I'm sure it'll be even better than it already is. And it'll totally beat 2008 hands down man. Come on, bring on 2009 man!

Anw, i bought the top that i wanted already! (Thy Mother bought it, actually). Popped by Bugis after trimming my hair cos i need it to grow back. You see, i dont' really wanna be a short-haired-girl for SYF. So the best way for your hair to grow faster, is to use good shampoo and to trim the ends, so it'll grow faster. All right, enough of Hair101 for today.
So as i was saying, i got the top! (Ps. Mars & Nut your dresses are still there too!) so i didn't go naked for the mass (haha, what a joke). Mass @ 8pm. There was some Countdown thing going on in church. Met a few Churchies after mass. Played a round or 2 of daidi with them. Decided to go to Aunty Pauline's house for countdown instead of Marina Bay with HSHMMs. Countdown to 2009. Chitchat. Went home. Phoned Nut. Slept.
(hahah, i don't know why but my fingers are feeling very spastic & crampy so i can't really type a lot & properly. Bear with me)

Tmrw's start of school (k, not really, since i'd be spending my day doing orientation) but i kinda of can't wait. The feeling's kinda of exciting. Just like a kid. can't wait to see everyone again, it's been long man.

K, That's all for today peeps. Something's wrong with my fingers. seriously. Maybe i shall post pictures. I feel like posting pictures.

   
   
Heeee, my favourite picture post ever man.
I tell you, nothing beats looking @ all these pictures on a rainy day.
No link but yeah whatever.
AND SUDDENLY I'M IN THE MOOD FOR TYPING A LOT.
(I guess it's the pictures!)

As i was saying, school starts tmrw! Get ready for the long Majulah Singapura peeoplee. And Friday Prayers by Mrs. Matts.
Get ready for a whole lot of pinching in class, becos my dearest seat partner:
 is gonna wake me up during classes with those power pinches.
Gear yourselves for a whole lot of excitement! Hahah,
Must be positive!
& everyday when i get home from school daily (that's if i have time- hopefully!) i shall post.

Ps. Did i tell you i found my brother's Sec 1-Sec 2 dairy (that's how he spelt it in those days!) Dairy. hee, okay ya, diary la.
It's quite amusing how each page had like 2 names of girls. Mind you, it changes every 2 pages?!?! Hahah havoc kid sia.
But he sounds so cute in the dairy (HEEEE). such a kid then.

Anw, I shall go eat biscuits now, i'm hungry.
And l8ter, i wanna pack my bag. (inserts majorly happy face, becos my new bag's cool).
Let's hope school will be cool too yep.

C U l8ter iamoxymoron.livejournal.com readers, Have a happy 2009!
Love, Joce

Hi Friends once again!
I think the only peeps reading this is my VIFS. Haha, Nut & Mars, THANKS! if not i'd be talking to myself again, see i told you, you guys are always there for me. Haha, getting a lil cheesy in here man.
Anw, God Hears what you say, so please be really careful with what you wish for this New Years'. I tell you.
My goodness :/// still a lil shakened by it, but oh vhatever, it's over.

Anw, had a last minute meeting in school with Mrs. Nics & the X-girls after listening to Su scream into the phone to me. Hahah, seriously her voice over the phone, plus screaming. Is not nice at all.
Anw, got changed & all and headed to school, 139 took so frigging long by the way.
Then Su & i went to get our smoothies & a packet of chickie rice.
tied up the loose ends with Mel screaming at us cos we refuse to listen to her. Hahah, sorry da concentration span was too short.

Grabbed my bag & went off to meet my VIFs!
Dear VIFS, Thanks for putting up with my moody nonsense at the start of the meeting. Haha, seriously something must have overcome me. Or like possessed me? I dont' know seriously IDK! ( hahaha!) didn't mean to do it anw. Thanks for today. Anw, we might spend tonight tossing & turning thinking bout the dress/ top that we saw, coincidentally @ the same shop. Haha. But it's all right. We'll get it becos it'll be fated. (heeee, i told thy mother bout it, i think i can't stand it, i might even go get it tmrw when 'm free?) heee. Oh well, got a shoe & then headed off.
Took bus 133 with VIF#N (hahah, coolio name la Nutto!) to Boon Keng, where i had dinner with BroMatt and thy father.

I am going to promise myself that after posting this post.
I will #1 Finish up the Council thing that i was supposed to send just now.
         #2 Shut down computer immediately after work is done.
         #3 Go to room & pack the clothes on the floor/ clear the floor AGAIN.
         #4 Holiday homework esp Math.

I Am Joce and i am not scared of Math. I will do well for O's and i will be proud of myself. I will not regret. I will not fail Chem. I will be able to get Chem before Prelims. I will do well for Chem And everything else that i'm doing. Chem is great. I will make use of every single precious bit of time on studies. I will not give up. Nothing is impossible. Math is fun. I love Math. Math is great. I will score A's. A's will come if i work hard. Jocelyn Loong is a smart kid who will do well for Math becos she put in effort.

(Okay sorry just had to do that, it's the only way to do it)
Notice: i have to resort to extreme measures to encourage myself : O

Goodbye & good night my dearest friends, please pray that i am still fated with my nice white blouse. (if not i'd just have to go naked for New years' man.- Hahaha, kidding, bet you guys jumped for joy when i said that please.)
That's all for now.

Love, Joce

Hi Friends,
please drink lots of water & eat more veggies and fruits. Take good care of your health i tell you.
Waking up with a heavy head and a blocked cum running nose isn't good at all.
Woke up yesterday morning in that kinda of a situation, foresaw a fever coming.
So i drank up a few cups of water (which is already A LOT for me) to prevent anything.
Unfortunately it wasn't enough. Came back after breakfast with parents and sat on the sleeping chair and slept for very long.
And then slept again on my bed. Woke up the time i was supposed to be at Vivo with 2/2 girls.
Did a SUPER stupid thing, took 131 to novena where i was supposed to take 57 to harbourfront. But then after reaching Novena i decided that it'll take too long & i'd be too late. So i cab from novena.
GUESS WHAT?! I passed by my house in the cab. Wasted like 20 min of my life and 45 cents on the 131 bus. ARGH : O

Anw, dinner with 2/2 girls at Marche was good. Even though my words were floating i was drifting, and i didn't really eat much. it was great to see them after a long while. I guess even if it wasn't the whole class/ even half the class. I was happy to see at least 10 girls. Left early to head to Uncle Freeman's place for a post X-mas party. So i took a train to Boon Keng where my dad picked me up.

Let me tell you bout my train ride- harbourfront trains are normally empty right, since it's the last station of the purple line. So when i entered, i headed for the 2 peeps seat. and on the opposite side, there was this guy who did that too (but from the other entrance la). So it was like a mirror effect, cos we sat on the directly opposite sided seat. Haha, we kinda of like did the same thing @ the same time. Bet he noticed cos he was like giving me the "did you see that?!" face. HAHA. anw, we did share a moment, but a verrrry shorttttt one. since i was floating/cold/irritated with my head/ and sleepy.

@Uncle Free's place- grabbed a cup of water after rejecting an Aunty's offer for some Red coloured cold drink. She thought i had cramps and that i didn't want to say it out, cos she said, "ohhhhhh" after i said i wanted water. (okay forget it, i don't think you'd understand what i'm trying to say, seee i told you we needed a voice-recorded journal!) Went upstairs for a while, then came back down for a short caroling session.
Where all the adults made Uncle Free kiss his wife-to-be at the X'mas tree (which was real, as in living!) It was so sweet & cute. Hahah, he's a really nice Uncle/guy so it's great that he has found his soulmate. (HAHAH). After which, we sang "i saw mummy kissing Santa Claus" - yes that was how they came up with the kissing thing.

Played the usual Tombola, and as usual, didn't win anything at all ): But it was fun,hahah.
Headed home after a while of chitchatting & crashed immediately.

Woke up this morning feeling better but still having the blocked but running nose (seriously, how on earth does that happen?!)
Attempting to touch my homework l8ter on. Keywords: Attempting & l8ter on.

Countdown to 2009 (NOT REALLY VERY EXCITED BOUT IT!): 3 days.
List of things to do/ that was supposed to be done: too many to list.
I hate procrastinating but i just can't help it.

All right, catch you all l8ter on iamoxymoron.livejournal.com!
Love, Joce

Hi Everybody!
People downstairs at the carpark are very inconsiderate. They are talking so loudly that i can hear them. Oh well, i shall just ignore the noise.

Let's narrate my day AGAIN. Hahah, i seriously think i'm starting to slowly, lil by lil get bored of this thing. But i'm still in the mood to post, and so i shall.
Woke up kinda of late. Room was in a mess so i cleared up & i mean clear up. Like empty my dustbin, put my clean clothings (that are not so clean already, after hanging around the floor for a few days) into where it supposed to be. Eh, basically clear the floor of its nonsense. So it's Neat now.
Then changed & went for lunch with the Fam. & then headed to Ikea with the Parents.
We are gonna actually revamp my room. Finally. My dad has this habit of "ya, ya, ya we'll get it done" and 2 years l8ter (literally!) we finally get started.
I've decided to go minimalistic (sp?) hahah, looks like what we learnt at D&T last year is still of use!
I kinda feel like going for a white/beige room, you know like those clean & bright rooms.
Still considering the positions of furniture in the room like you know placement.
Making sure, my shadow won't be casted on my work that i'm doing whilst working, becos of the position of the ceiling light.
and i'm trying very hard to not study facing a wall. hahah, but my mum says that having "island" study table isn't the best of ideas for a small room : / so maybe i'll concede & just study facing a cold, hard wall ):

Went for dinner at some hawker centre round there and headed home.
Just in time for the Belinda dance show.  She was at New York learning popping & stuff.
The dance academy makes the students run 32 ROUNDS- 3.2km EVERY SINGLE SESSION. ( and i think it's on a daily basis).
After that, they do the Ms wee thing- stretch arms out, parallel to the floor & hold for like VERY LONG. The girls were like crying la at the back : O which shows the extent of training.
The guy was telling the camera, dance is about discipline.
So... Attention all IJ Dancers- the Running in the morning at 7am is on.

Dear Natasha Ng, i didn't mean to not put your phone number up. I was in a rush to finish of the post to play scrabble with thy brother. I'm truly sorry. I really do care about 91018449 (sorry for putting this up, i'll cancel it to you know, blur things up a lil)
Miss you VIFs badly, we shall meet up AS SOON AS POSSIBLE to yep finish up the stuffings & TALK TILL WE DROP.

Note everyone, post X'mas sales are on man. Hurry go grab your cash & head out.
(though i'm not interested, but i really need to start getting New Year's Clothes, sigh, it's a mad rush of Festivals peeps)

GTR now (got to run) i think i'm supposed to be on a phone conference now. Ps. i also dont' really like conferences, they are really confusing.

Have a good night's rest & see you when i do.
Love, Joce

Merry X'mas Everyone!
Midnight mass @ St.Mich's was :D as usual, coolio. Hahah the caroling before mass was great! It's so good to have a church choir that's cool hip and new-age man. All right, mass was all right. Just that Father told this EXTREMELY long story for homily, about some fisherman (sigh, cos Father's into Fishing : O) yeah, that explains the story.
And shocking thing's that during the homily (the very very very x-tremely long one!), the other Father- not the parish priest was digging his nose : / yes i know, so disgusting. Yep oh well, i guess his nostrils were probably itching la. Sigh.
Exchanged presents with Churchies after mass. Woowww, first time ever to receive presents from cat class maties :D
Oh well, thanks for the presents guys. (And just in case you were wondering, yes i did give presents too k, photos with letters k! so thoughtful)
Hahah, after which went to Mama's house with the girls to eat & hang. Parents picked me up & crashed like a cow when i was home.

Woke up just in time for another X'mas Lunch (hahah first time i wake up so late la) at relatives'. Ate like a cow again.
Played DS Cooking mama with my brothers HAHAHAHA. Funniest thing la. Stupid brothers are so retarded, fighting with me for high score. See who can peel the most apple skins, see who can make the most hamburgers, see who can BBQ the most fishball sticks, ETC ETC. It was fun though :D
Yep, reason for that- Cousin bought a DS therefore we played with it. Present X-changing was all right.
I received this coolio speakers (those we use for dance, plug to ipod type) but it's a Mr.Bean bear! The legs are the speakers. Hahha, sounds weird, but it's useful cos the volumes SUPER loud. Which is good for dance. Sigh what's wrong with me, being so practical all of a sudden. Pop by Church Aunty's house for another X'mas gathering.
Got made fun of (very embarrassing. Calling 81236998, if you see this, i wanna talk to you. I think got something wrong with me liao) Hahah. THIS IS QUITE FUNNY. Anw, went home.

OH OH.  Forgot to tell you what happened before i went for Midnight mass. I watched 12 Lotus with Bro @ like 8.30pm (?). Half way through we started singing along, as in the 'Pitiful Lotus' song, HAHAH it's very catchy k. And then we realised we were gonna die, since we were supposed to go for mass & the tune was stuck in our heads. We couldn't possibly sing that type in church right?!
Anw, the show was all righto- quite nice la, can watch guys. But it was super funny la. We were like humming la while waiting for mass.

Anw, came back home on X'mas afternoon played DanceMat (yes, today's a arcade day) exercised a lil while.
Watched Little Nyona (sp?) & here i am.

How was your X'mas Guys? Hope it was greattt.
Catch up with you guys soon, post the pictures anotehr day. I'm gonna play Party Scrabble with brother
Ps. i think i'm hanging out a tad bit too much with da Loong Brothers. I'm becoming like them : / which is not good.

Goodbye Loves, love & peace out.

Hi Everyone, second time of the day posting man. This is called the hard-core blogging state.
i should be forgiven since its my first day at it only, so yep, bear with me & my mutilple posts per day.
Anw, the party today (even though i was really late, sorry Loves) was still the bomb. Laughed till my stomach hurt so bad, bloated till no more food could go in, and i seriously thought i was gonna cry when Ange & Nat said, "Bye see you when school starts".
Sigh, how attached i get to friends.
K, to the 2 of you- have fun overseas & come back in 1 PIECE!

Food was great, games (planned intensively by our very own SammChole (HAHAH!) Tay) was mad, taking lots of photos, receiving presents, Company was the best ever!

I shall attempt to put pictures up so you can sense the joy & happiness burning up in me now. Heeeheee.

            

      

That's all folks, i'm out of here.
Ps. Uploading photos are super super super tiring. Sigh.

Goodbye Friends, have a lovely sleep tonight!

Hi, i'm back to to the blogging world.
I can't figure out how you edit the codes and all, and there's way too many words to digest.
Anyhow, i'm still happy that i've got a blog- or a cooler name, journal now. Heeee, i seriously had a bad craving for blogging la.

X'mas is in 2 days, can you believe it?! At least now i feel more secure, I FOUND MY X'MAS DRESS. REJOICE.
However, do not rejoice too early becos i'm not done with the x'mas cards, presents & the CR kids' cards : O
which means they won't get it on time.

X'mas is in 2 days.
New Year's is in 8 days.
School starts in 9 days.
(it's not even a double digit man, die)

K, i'm gonna hit 'post'
& this will be my very first one :D

Ps. Livejournal has so many moods to choose from, but what a cheater la, the faces aren't different- they repeat!